THE HOOD U from it? or NOT?

This shit really irks the brain cells and everything else.... I respect the people that came from the hood don't FORGET where they came from buuuuuuuuuut since people wanna CLAIM they are from the hood when their asses is from the gawt damn city or suburbs O_o. * madea voice* SIT YA ASS DOWN! Why do people knock people that aren't from the "hood" and why do people that aren't from the "hood" knock people that are?  -shrugs- I dunno how it is in the hood besides the stories my moms and pops told me. I'm not from the hood and I never grew up in the hood and I don't want to -shrugs- nor do I want my kid growing up in that. READ if you still walk around with that "hood mentality and u damn near 21 yrs old.... u need to do some changing REAL MOTHAFUCKING TALK O_o. Guess since I'm not from the "hood" I don't get a pass on alot of shit with some of my melanated people -shrugs- oh well. I always have been a MISFIT ♥ to just about anything.

♥ Love { Part Dos }

O_o My goodness people...I'm sooooo SICK of people saying, "FUCK LOVE" blah, blah, blah, yadda, yadda and all the other bullshit....*sighs* I know people have different outlooks on this but seriously alot of yall get this mixed up with lust, hate and delusions. The main ones saying fuck love are the main ones falling in love the second or third time go round and BAM! they have the shit on lock but on the other hand people that love love get the shorthand of the stick ( i.e. myself and get fucked over still forgive you dumbasses ) ... ☺Through it all I still ♥ myself.

Love is NOT an emeny. I think love is yourself personally if u say "fuck love" your basically sayin fuck yourself -shrugs- that's how I see it, we all have different point of views on this. Love heals it doesn't make wounds :-/, LOVE IS NOT BLIND ( fuck that song EVE made * rolls eyes * that shit is just lust and being fuckin delusional ) LOVE DOESN'T MAKE YOU DO WRONG ( fuck AL GREEN and that song :-/ ).

Me being single has nothing to do with me writing about this subject. LOVE has MORE to do than being in a relationship with someone. I know for a fact I would/could be in a relationship right now but umm I'll pass I have to fix SELF first before I can be with someone else. Mothafuckas nowadays jus with people jus to be with them for the hell of it jus to say they have someone :-| ( big dummies ) knowing damn well yall asses unhappy and running amuck like a chicken with its head cut off...stop lying to yaselves lol. yes us single people say we're single and loving" :-| LIERS!!!! lol  At the beginning of the day we're full of joy cause we're surrounded with people and be the first to say, "I'm glad I'm single" when we see a couple in turmoil about some bullshit that could've been avoided -_o when nightfall comes we go home to a cold ass bed or couch fall asleep watching tv with a bed full of stuffed animals ( >_> #sdfudontjudgeme lol I like sutffed animals ). So yeah the single life sucks at times -shrugs- till then ..... LET LOVE♥♥33♥3...BE ☻

So Yesterday ☺

Cause it is that damn serious lol. Where shall I begin with this? oh yea u to the people that don't know what the fuck yall want O_o. For you mothafuckas that lead people ( esp. you men ) on knowing got damn well you engaged, got a child on the way and steadily in my face >_>. Shit makes me mad cause I knew something was up with ol' dude. Now his ass will KNOW why I don't/didn't/stop talking to him dude had a woman the WHOLE while we were talking and said the woman was his friend and told me he was single. Ok when I seen him with that woman I ignored the shit outta him... -_- COME'ON dude. How in the hell you are gonna introduce us to each other  as friends >_>. What I mean by that he wanted to introduce us females as his friend like that's my friend and this woman here is my friend, yall get the point if not oh well. Like I was typing/saying I seen the dude kiss the woman. * screw face * this NAGA kissed me the other night O_o.....ok keeping it moving...then later on in the year some odd months passed....he's still in my face asking me why I stopped talking to him...ummm NAGA I think he thought I was born the day b4 yesterday or yesterday or in the same GOT DAMN day. :-\. Man are you FUCKING serious?!!!!!! I just told him I ain't know shrugged my shoulders and kept it moving.....All this shit happened last year...now that I know what the FUCK is really up dude is about to be married, child on the way and he's still a dog ^_^ LOL! Bless up to fiance on her child, him >_> blah whateva. Karma is gonna be a RABID LAB RAT to him later in life and you know what I'm jus sit back and look or not even that :-). As for me in this situation lol I learned a valuable lesson: STOP BEING SO DAMN NICE TO EVERY MOTHAFUCKING DUDE :-/ in other words stop being gulliable.
Peace, ♥ and mothafucking respect

LIFE IN NUMBERS {MATH}

Numerology - belief/production of life that is distributed through numbers O_o

This is SOME real shit like for real for real. I have done countless numerology reports with other people & myself and the outcome is the same. I just couldn't believe it. Ancestors of a long time ago were effin intelligent :-/ seriously yall mothafuckas under estimate them... anyhow I've done my own research on this and it made me cry numerous times. Yall for real our lives are in numbers, letters, our names in HERUscopes ( horoscopes ) in the damn universe actually and we go about our daily lives thinking this is bullshit nope it's real bo-bo. Look up at night and at least think or ask yourself are our lives really in the stars? yes. This horoscopes of different cultures isn't just for entertainment, decorations or something to claim O_o. *rolls eyes* COME'ON! cuttin to sample in which I think is easy for everyone the LIFE PATH NUMBER. I will give you the steps to finding it out from your BORN/BIRTH date >_>

1.Add up the digits in your month of birth (if more than one digit)


2.Add up the digits in your day of birth (if more than one digit)

3.Add up the digits in your year of birth.

4.Add up the answers from (1), (2), and (3) above
 
 
Here's mine: ☺
 
 month of birth is September, which is the 9th month. As 9 is a single digit, there's nothing to add here.




 day of birth is the 11th. Note that we do not add the two digits 11 because 11 is known as a Master Number



 year of birth is 1985. Adding 1 + 9 + 8 + 5 gives us 23. Adding 2 + 3 gives us 5



The totals, then, are 9, 11, and 5. To get our final answer, we add these three numbers together to give us 25: Adding 2 + 5 gives us 7

My life path number is 7. I'm a wise one, loner, reserved to self, peace loving soul etc, etc.

^^^^ that does describe me.


There are plenty more numerology charts for alot of things within us and our lives.  It might tells us how we are and what we should do in our lives but it's up to us to keep the stars aligned to walk our paths....
Peace, ♥ and mothafucking respect

Bittersweet

Since people wanna put other people on blast. Ok females we gotta do better when you we find out a spouse is "cheating" >_>..don't go after the woman he's cheating with go after the GOT DAMN man. Losing their blasted minds nowadays lately. NO ONE KNOWS actually what has been going with Fantasia and her supposedly "affair she was having with a man that claimed he was sperated from his wife. And to say it's karama NO. *buzzer sound* WRONG FOOL! Everyone is pointing fingers at Fantasia and no one is pointing fingers at the man that claimed he was supposedly seperated. O_o yall are fuckin dumb like real talk cause no one knows what was really going on. -shrugs- shit like this go on everyday....I hope all is well with her and everyone else that is invovled in it. And this whole suing thing is fuckin dumb also -_o. Why in the FUCK are you suing the person that supposedly "homewrecked" ur marriage...it's not gonna repair the hurt or feelings or whateva u claimed that person to do. It's some dumb ass females in this world I swear. There are alotta people I know marriage in fucking shambles swear up and down they are happy with their marriage when they know they are NOT O_o ( EPIC MOTHAFUCKING FAIL ). So before people go pointing fingers, toes and etc. DO this : look in the mirror and REFLECT ! HOW U LIKE THEM APPLES >_> I betcha all types of fucked up jus staring you righ tback in ya face and you don't know or ignoring and ain't trying to fix it.... your ass will get the lazy face from me if you don't know/overstand what the fuck I'm talking about  {lazy face >>>> -_o} Hope you get well soon Fantasia. It's some bitter ass females in this world that LOVE to see other females in shambles. unstable ass creatures. PEACE, ♥ and mothafuckin respect ,,!,,

FATHER/SON

I dunno why I chose to put up the pic of what I'm about to talk/type about I didn't want to use a random person pic and use it. Damn shame I 'd rather use an animal for an example instead of humanoids =)) anyhow, I don't understand when a man has like a few girls and one boy. The boy gets the father's "praise and glory" the girls jus sit there with "dumbass" written across their faces O_o. How you gone praise the boy and ignore ya lil girls? BULL FUCKIN SHIT! >_> In my house hold it was different growing up with both parents HARD/TOUGH on jus 2 girls......my lil brother comes along and got the most prasies outta this world and now my parents look at him crazie and let him get away with everything. I know that's how it is with him being the baby but damn yo I thought you are supposed to treat ya kids/children equally -shrugs- but I'm glad they were "tough" on me and my sister. The same goes for my daughter and neice I treat them equally even though they are jus cousins.

I don't know how it is to have a sun but I'm sure it's a wonderful thing. Overall having a child is a wonderful thing not just a thing but a miracle/blessing. Since I'm the oldest I do tend to connect more with my dad on cars, motorcycles and all the other "dudely" things that my lil brother has no type of connection with him -shrugs- All I'm saying is treat ya kids the same, don't take care of or the other cause of their gender.

NICKI MINAJ

lol this woman...
I remember her saying something about "learning" something from her. Well I've learned *scratches head* to keep the "clean" image of a BARBIE DOLL for my daughter. >_> and not this -shrugs- as for her music I really don't listen to it but you gotta admit that shit is hilarious to me. Her Grace Jones face expressions, yes she does those expressions, her colorful skittle rainbow wigs. That's HER she is a grown ass woman. There are no other female rappers ( or emcees ) on the scene right now so she's gettin all the attention. What the hell did you expect. The Lil Kim "beef" O_o I won't touch on but anywho besides of the "plastic surgery" stories she is a beautiful woman. I'm not a fan or stan of her #imjussaying. Do YOU Nicki Do YOU. Wear ya wigs keep calling yaself BARBIE hell Ion gibba damn! LOL! Other than the other bullshit that's running about her I hope she OPEN her eyes somewhere and send out a positive flow/bar/lyric/vibe/frequency to the young females out there, being young ya mind is being molded like a puppet but it's up to the parents/guardians to seek them other than that people have a mind of their own ☻

♥ Love

LOVE -  everyone has their own damn opinon about this >_< 


Love doesn't hurt, kill, or a bitch. Yall being delusional and it's fuckin with ya mind >_<. It's lust that's fucks you up. Love is peaceful *raises eyebrow* I'm startin to think it's some crazie ass people in this world that think love does all this oh wait that's why the world fucked up now. There I jus described 2 different types of love. One love is love of each other the second one about being affectionate about one's well being.
One the other love I'm single because I chose to be not because I wanna scream and shout { monotone voice }#Ihatelovethatswhyimheartless blah blah yadda yadda and all that other bullcrap..*roll eyes* Love is NOT blind O_o

The Youth of Today ^_^

Should I have put that smiley face on the header? So what lol. I sat down yesterday lookin/thinkin/remembering all the bullcrap the youth during my time put alotta ppl through hell and back BUT not like this generation lol. People running around like chickem with their heads cut off. There are SOME youth that out shine the others. People wanna blame the parents, in which it IS partcially their fault, wake up dumbasses ever heard of  a brain, mind and subconscience? Right? ok Everyone has a mind of their own. If you blame a parent for not raising their child the "right a way" is bullshit in my eyes O_O. you can raise a child to do good all its life. IT is up to the child to decide of what the FUCK they want to do smh. It's always the person who has no kid(s), nephew, neice or etc to say shit about raising the child until u sit in labor with a kid for 13 GOT DAMN HOURS, with no meds and pushing a kid outta ya birth canal and getting stitches afterwards then we can talk and FUCK that OPRAH talk lol.

The colorful clothes of today is reminding me too much of the late 80s and early 90s jus a reflection of it in a crazy way. The skinny jeans on boys O_o I don't have a son so I'm not gonna touch on that I don't know what the hell I would do if I had a son that wanted those I wouldn't know what to do...anyhow, *sighs*

I remember my mom and pops use to say the same thing when I was growing up they don't make music like they use to and I'm sittin here saying the same thing lol. I have come to an conclusion that over the different generations to come music, life and everything else will change. If music stayed the same it would be kind of ify nowadays -shrugs- yall don't give up on the youth cause things aren't the same they are still our kids stop badgering them. Help them, enlighten them and most of all communicate with them. COMMUNICATION is the key. Some of us was once teenagers and made some dumbass decisions -_o. GIVE THEM A HAND DON'T SLAP THEIR HAND DOWN

SWAAAAAAAG!!!!

*clears throat*
SWAGGER  - A TERM OR WHATEVA USED IN ENGLAND, U.K. ETC, HELL OVASEAS,  MEANING TO CARRY YOURSELF IN AN ARROGANT MANNER, SOMEONE OF "UPPER CLASS". 


Yo people have been using this term for years now all of a sudden it pops up O_o....some people have it some people dont :-/. I think somehow today's youth just took over this -shrugs- hell let'em have it. I'm 24 yrs old the fuck I look like talmbout I have swagger....I had fun in my teenage days let these lil kids be. Enjoy ya  youth sheesh. ya kids swag it on out hell you ain't my kid LOL!!!! as long as you ain't going out keepin ya momma or guardian up at night worried like crazie.

The ILLUSIONATI

This will be my last say so on this. Yo ppl wake up the illusionati been around for years why say something now and that shit only works with ppl who believe in it.O_o You supposed to be so "saved" and so "righteous" yet you steadily point fingers and say someone is this and that...umm look in the mirror look at yourself... smh. The reason being I'm calling it the illusionati because the real illuminati has nothing to do with the "devil". Anyhow anyone noticed Kanye traded his Jesus peice of the Heru/Horus piece? lol it's one in the same ^_^. Aight enough of my talk on that. end of the mothafuckin discussion ☻

Kanye's POWER VID CLIP

O_O  This IS BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kanye is in intelligent man/NAGA. It's obvious he KNOWS/or have KNOWLEDGE of HISstory. This picture or anything has NO connections with the "illusionati",that's a different subject anyhow, as the vid began he looks like he's moving/walking but then the horned women, in Ancient Kemet/Egpyt the horned goddess Hathor( cow head with the female body ) is the goddess of fertility, mother, love etc. I think this symbolizes his mother and seems like he misses her dearly.
Ok the woman with the sacrab wings, sign of rebirth, I think he's tryna put across it's his rebirth of himself and his latest album he is droppin. Oh the women in this must represent the women that was in his life past or present.
 Ahhhh! the HORUS/HERU peice/peace the god of the sky, protection, vengence and etc. Maybe Kanye is stating he is his god of his world and protecting what is his -shrugs-
Last but not least the SWORD OF DAMOCLES! the sword that hangs above his head.... O_o for those who know their Greek/Roman Mythology know what that is, hell I'll admit I didn't know what that was all in all we all should know how Kanye is an cocky indiviual but hey backs it up so what lol.
I see it all in this clip though he changing/evovling/rebirth of SELF ♥. An artist that hasn't disapponited me ^_^ there are a few songs I don't like but he's still good as for the song, ppl come on >_> he is NOT against YOUR god O_o. I have seen interviews he said he was a firm believer in him so cut the bull. Anyone will believe alot of that bullshit they put on youtube the "illusionati" is everywhere on FACEBOOK, TWITTER, the IDIOT BOX ( television ) , phones probably in ya mind already and you don't fuckin' know so puhleeze stop being so quick to judge. Yall mothafuckas casting stones like crazie. Kanye KNEW this would start an uproar and yall fell into his trap lol. Kanye do you man. Peace, Love and Elevation ♥
 yo if I'm missing anything else out in this picture please feel free to imform me and not any of that "devil" mess...

Hi Hello, what the Fuck is up? O_O

It's been awhile since I've been on here O_o. Seeing not a damn thang changed but as for me alot has *smiles* spiritually though. A wonderful transformation, free from religion, mental slavery of America and myself. Feels good to think for SELF instead of be-LIE-ving someone or something cause someone says it's the right thing to do or go about in everyday life BLINDLY. I found the Tao ( the path ) and doing that happily ^_^. Anyhow lets the rants begin......